September 11, 2003

11 DE SETEMBRO
HOJE, POEMAS

A edição desta semana da New Yorker publica um poema de Deborah Garrison, uma ex-jornalista da revista que se tornou na editora de poesia da Pantheon Books e da Alfred A. Knopf, uma das grandes casas de edição livreira dos Estados Unidos. Garrison é a autora de “A Working Girl Can’t Win and Other Poems.”Para a New Yorker escreveu «September Poem». Podem ainda ler outros poemas inspirados no atentado de 11 de Setembro numa secção que a New Yorker disponibiliza aqui.
Na mesma edição Garrison tem uma entrevista intitulada To Go On And Live.
Os artigos da revista sobre o atentado de 11 de Setembro e as suas consequências estão agrupados aqui no no arquivo da New Yorker.

September Poem
Deborah Garrison


Now can I say?
On that blackest day,


When I learned of
The uncountable, the hellbent obscenity,


I felt, with shame, a seed in me,
Powerful and inarticulate:


I wanted to be pregnant.
Women in the street flowing toward


Home, dazed with grief, and my daze
Admixed with jealous awe, I wondered


If they were,
Or wished for it, too,


To be full, to be forming,
To be giving our blood’s food


To the yet to be.
To feel the warp of morning’s


Hormonal chucking, the stutter kiss
Of first movement. At first,


The idea of sex a further horror:
To take pleasure in a collision


Of bodies was vile, self-centered, too lush.
But the pushy, ennobling pulse


Of the ordinary won’t halt
For good taste. Or knows nothing of tragedy.


Thus. Today I have a boy
A week old. Blessed surplus:


A third child.
Have you heard mothers,


Matter of fact, call the third
The insurance policy?


That wasn’t why.
And not because when so many people


Die we want, crudely pining,
To replace them with more people.


But for the wild, heaven-grazing
Pleasure and pain of the arrival.


The small head crushed and melony
After a journey


Out. Sheer cliff
Of the first day, flat in bed, gut-empty,


Ringed by memories and sharp cries.
Sharp bliss in proximity to the roundness,


The globe already a-spin, particular,
Of a whole new life.


Which might in any case
End in towering sorrow.